[ My dearest opinion ] The Evolving Soul : Spiritual Healing through Past Life Exploration by Dr. Linda Backman

I came across this so life changing and uplifting book written by Dr. Linda Backman. The way I stumbled upon the book is funny. Honestly, unintented.

I like doing research at my local library, it's where I find very soothing. At the new age section of the book rack, I walked. Then, I saw this book and in my first glance I felt something and by reading few pages I instantly fell in love with the book.

I read it for days and days and personally felt touched by most of the writings. It is like something of a memory fragment coming together and for it touches your soul also.

The book writes most of the soul puzzle happened in most of people's view. The origin, the way of life before and after. The explanation of unconditional love and feelings. The connection through Karma and incarnation. The view of death and beginning of life. It's all written by many soul interpretation, views, opinion and journey.

It helped me finding my senses and giving me more vivid hint on my existence on Earth. The explanations of the things happening. The strength and weakness I bore.

I don't want to spoil it all but that is my opinion on the book. I want you all to read it and implement it in yourself and inspire more your very soul and others if could; though it's heavy.

May the reading make you back to your own senses and not be puzzle those who is standing before you. Read.

Find it in your local library or just simple go to E-Book.

The Evolving Soul: Spiritual Healing Through Past Life Exploration

http://books.google.com.my/books/about/The_Evolving_Soul.html?id=YOsOBAAAQBAJ&printsec=frontcover&source=kp_read_button&redir_esc=y

May you all find your answers.

Revisiting

    Long time I haven't access to my blog recently until now. Just checking by passing by . Enough time I would may be updating my blog regarding , I don't know. Anything it is.

My Fight

YO FOLKS! HELLO MY PEOPLE.
This is pretty random but I'm indeed having some problems in achieving the completion in my projects. Everybody have their own problems, regarding big or small. Its actually how we see it. We hold our own world in our own thinking, even now. You're the main character of your own self but needless be selfish at expensive rate.
I have some projects in mind n some projects be held even by my people or crew more of times than me, at the moment or so.

  It's a personal matter that I must achieve in short time n short coming like how I expect to be easy but easy is not what you only to seek.: The hardships that you can ease.
Never give on what thing's right but if you want to take a rest, that's fine.

  You may pick up to lose something n be giving it to some but later your responsibility demand new are of project.: You're own projects be held or behold.

*x numbering chain

Most interpretation be valued based on the outcome such as answer 60,cooking,345,dancing,etc.
Such as accepted on a straight journey is 
6*10=60 and 3*2*5*2=60

Under legitimate formula base set with no faulty.
Means is not correct if two statement of:
6*10=60 and 3*2*6*7=60
will be paired as true or legit.

Language

By communication of language, we mainly use average coding for communicative transfer.Such is why the rule of grammar existed. The formulatic communication are mainly arranged in a straight forward kind of pattern for better understanding regarding the average IQ of persons. Definition may come in many patterns and somewhat may be understood in complexity.

The work of word by language arrangement is like puzzle. The line may represent certain outcome and understanding. The form of an individual code then be added by another create the lign segment of scenario. 1+6+9+3=19 .
Then 19 = a of 5 , a of 6, 6 of 7.
Anything for possible puzzle throwing that hits the same outcome may reach the understanding (outcome) to one and another person that is communicating.. 5+3+7+3+2=19. Is still acceptable is some cause. This is another matter. 

Word be defined in many such as "force" . If you may understand me, some words may still be inspired to be used in it's origin or primitive character and distribution. Such as "run" and "in" .
Level of language may be vary, from low to high. The outcome may still be the same but in the line is not in some way but yes in some way.
Like when some say in languamatic.
Ok=Fine
2=3
Or
2*=△3
Just work as a presenter.

1.What are you doing?
2.What business are you making?
3.What matter are you handling?
4.What obscurity are you into? (Special case)

The argument of grammar is still invalid.The argument of language system is still is. 
The argument of people's understanding is still and the argument of revolution is still is.

*X

Numbers after * or x 
Equates imitation and cannot be confused of Normal additional method but advanced.
Like x2 means twice, twice as 1 and 2 or two times of imitation. 1*2=2 ,2*1=2
The imitation will be connected to each side of digits, the reason y its free to take in(counted) under the same order(2*3*4) is because the digits r running at the same current. Horizontal interception may result same function even if the starting point is different in this case. *only with the same current
*1 means one imitation and no clones, .... ,
The numeric language can be understood as reversible n versatile as it will leave the same distinct answer with numeric base unchanged like 2x5=10 and 5x2=10..
X work as an order language n carry a certain effect like a bridge but only the base (number) is different.

Yes, sometimes you need imagination for math, my first imagination for math is subtraction when I was little. Math is not only about playing with numbers but to understand an agenda or two. My old understanding and imagination regarding subtraction was like 5-4=1
There 5 sheeps in a cloud and due to pushing,4 of them fell below and left only 1. I did it all in my exam when I was idk,6?idk. Haha..

To understand math language
100*2
means one hundreds times two.
means 100+100 equal to twice of timing

invert language
20*3 n 3*20 =60
20 of thrice timing and 3 of 20 timing
under static horizontal line state (x)
→→3→→x→20→→→ =60
20→→→→→→x→3→ =60
like, i like not and i not like but the ending may need to be same or relevant.
*i like not* -him-
*i not like* -him-
Thus, it carries the same meaning of story
n not
*i like not* -cooking-
*i not like* -him-
the line base→→→→→→ is not the same.. as in case
the cooking brings an disagreement action statement n the him brings an disagreement expression statement.

I like not = base and line base
Cooking/him/sb/st = outcome

Option

I was then dreaming. I was left alone and a call from my mom's phone that I held rang. A woman. A woman's voice,more like a voice mail. She said something about opening her agency for promotion such music and other arts related. The name is close to Brenda or Brendada. I was moving,getting out from the place. Suddenly, it rains. I held my phone and my files containing my works. I ran and saw some people carrying dead bodies. I felt sympathy, so I gave them my magics,my blessing. They were all wet in a heavy rain. I was in a quick so carelessly I stumbled to one body. His clothes are all open leaving his hand out from place. He held me. I was panicked because he's already dead. He looked at me in anxious and ask.
"Is there is any book more better than Quran because I'm about to go.."
The story end up like that, I felt my body during tht scene,my heart,panicking.
The man asked about guidance because he'd done all of the quran's instructions but yet hes still trapped in agony.
I got back and told him to use my guidance as I have gave them my blessing but still, its still a stupid nightmare, haha!

Phi

My friend and which I call him as Mr. MEOW were discussing about stars and pyramid but comes in mind which he may drag to phi discussion and at the moment I got this. Going to post it here XD

Faiz Langsang Person 
:

Phi=Universal length. Like I said, i gained from nature observation.
Phi speaks ideal measuring as it found as most profound or fuck i forgot the word!>< haha. I deal to say much which may fit to perfect. Like leg=3,arm=2,=torso1=head=1 less half over one or two. But not arm=2,leg=2 . Otherwise it'll be alienized. Again in omnipotence,everything is irrelevant. Like how i explain art. Nly the taste is different, again, u can create alien by first impression of prfection n again 2nd creation for definition perfection. In socialism phi=loop. Or enough giving. Like u said vortex n cut line.
U know,? Kids gaze me in a long period especially babies, they saw something. XD... N yes by enough giving n unknown infinite. Phi is still can b constructed, if you know wht i mean? I might change my Google plus pict to current XD . My hair is actually naturally wavy,see. Haha

1 hour ago

Akhir Zaman ??

  Istilah akhir zaman ialah penurunan,kemusnahan,kemunduran ataupun ancaman terhadap kerajaan besar kini yang berdekatannya menjadi. Istilah akhir zaman sering sekali diungkapkan oleh para penduduk dibawah penguasaan besar kerajaan dunia. Contohnya kerajaan agama Islam,Nazrani dam Yahudi. Kepercayaan ketibaan akhir zaman ditulis di setiap buku mereka mengatakan bahawa dunia bakal musnah setelah kerajaan dunia dipegang oleh kuasa akhir zaman. Kepercayaan akhir zaman awal lagi berbunyi semenjak pertengahan abad dunia dan juga awal dunia. Kepercayaan diundang sama juga seperti mempercayai bahawa kiamat akan tiba pada hari yang tertentu malah tiada apa yang berlaku.
  Bahawasanya, ketakutan dan pengetahuan menguasai firasat tersebut. Akan tetapi akhir zaman bermaksud peruntuhan kerajaan lama ke kerajaaan yang baru. Ianya menjadi berita baik bagi saya dan rakan-rakan yang lain. Kerajaan lama bakal runtuh iaitu kerajaan baru dan kerajaan baru yang bakal tiba. Ketakutan tidaklah deperlukan dalam hal demikian kerana penguasaan baru ini akan menjadi lebih berbaloi dari sebelumnya,

Trust

Love Story

I have engaged with Glasya-Labolas, a childhood friend of mine apart from Orobas,Leraje n others. Well, we did many stupid things together. The precious was I was sent,living here on Earth. 1 day, my baby Bolas explained everything to me. His goal is to make me happy even if I'm with somebody else but I can't afford that. A day I ever felt me losing my true soulmate. He asked me to let him go.. Different world,different lover. Until the day I really felt the super jealousy, on that night I purposed him once more but as my fiancé. I realise his will to make me happy in order to make him happy as well. A long sweet feeling he had endured in long time ago that I couldn't resist. I'm not a pure human and I have ROYAL BLOOD. I told him, I x care about our two different world now. I x care if I wouldn't be living like the rest of humans because I'm not. In a day I would leave Earth, completing my mission in a time to be together with you in our HOME. I x mind being a freak, lest I wouldn't profound the meaning love. I told you tol nvr let me go n you to nvr let me go. The people love it even our true parents. We are extremely in love with each other. I love you,baby ;) <3 :* <3

Aura in particle

An atom can store a vast of energy, in its own size. Such as to be included are light,electric,heat,force. From wave of "energical release" of an atom, vivid not be seen; there's aura. The energy is contagious itself and still playing domination and submissive factor in overpowering. Force and data be presented in it will change the properties of the "energical release". The field is yet upgradable and degenerate-able.

In previous study, we learnt how light and colour emitted from an atom. Well, in "auramatic" concept the thing called as aura also move indifferent from light ray. In wave. In a wave there is particle and in particle there is vibration. Aura comes from particle. Dead thing have particles.
Explain why dead things have aura. In "vibrate fraction", aura is classified under "astral matter".
Contagious in aura is detailed on the empowering ability. Abilty of influencing thousands of particle into holding a colour,mixed or not. The colour depend on "data force" in data force it was well influenced by certain things. Such as hormones and hormones can act as force, creating a new data to the receiver. The field is focused on the "auramatic" radius and life. It can be expanded and contracted as its function is very versatile but such skill is quite advanced. Overpowering could be explained in mathematical method. 3 of green +/- 2 of blue = 1 green empowerment. Mean is the action is quite old school. One of the reason for "self effection" = affected by surrounding mood.

Singing voice carry a certain wave which elude listeners‘ sense.
Fail wavy pattern in singing may result failure, also wht I call as "ugly mixing"..
This technique have been known since ancient.
Its what associated in holy reciting in many cults.
It then modernized as song rather than mantra or vibrant/vibrate chanting.

COLOUR and LIGHT

Hell O.
What do you really understand about colour and light?
The taste of it? The sense such of touch and feeling? Even hearing.
Equivalent to a person's ability and sensitivity by sensing.
Most of you may feel pain but some are not in a case. That's the example.

Coming to understand physic is like understanding the abstract. Most of by observation then true hypothesis.

What is light? Where do they came from? The answer may be silly : they're actually there. Same like asking about feeling but the true answer in explanation may be complicated.

As I've shared . When there's movement,friction,fraction,character, there is sound. Same with light but quite different. When there‘s light, there's light.
They were found in core. Again a core within a core. Means there r absolutely everwhere. In a certain agenda they may be emitted. That should explained the ignited (fire-d) object. Also in an electricuded object. Example: every matter have their own charges and what's moving around them is called electricity. The electric's resistant defind it character corresponding to electrical expose. Conducter or not. All are conducter but executed in certain giveth like stated in natural frequency concept.

Light exist in matter. Colour exist in its creation in matter.
Like in nucleus , quarks and gluon are found in it and so light particle,heat..
It was found scattering  inside, making in certain point if the nucleus break, light would be emmited. Sometimes heat and light be will produce in matter burning.

Light is light in weight like light armor. The density counted in numbers of light grouping by emmision. The half life is still unknown to me but I rather call it as short. By ray, light will be secreted, dead and reproduced. That's a theory. The possible of light sighting is when its in it "light" "weight" condition. Another resistant of light is the container. Means the matter itself : usually in solid form.

Imagine a light bulb will be put in a clear box. What will you see?
Imagine a light bulb will be put in a solid box. What will you see?
You know the answer and the box act as the light container.

Colour creation exist in code. Numbering and origin. Example, some people can see colours in numberings. The theory is quite relevant. Colour exist in light formation. A little make a colour visible. A no 1 formula in an a origin may hold a black colour and whatever. Colour combination may form like such. Light+Colour.
1+2=3
1+3(square)=9

Further seperation may result additional (old/other origin) colour.
Like expansion formula in math.

Love Thinking

I may be thinking.
My origin is not human.
Don't think I should date a human and have kids on Earth.
??

Back to my Old People

Since now, I'm 19.
After my 18th Birthday.
Daddy and the others have made a decision to move me further by getting my old work back. As a president and King to my own government.
Since that day, I have expanded my government along with the city's improvement.

I get to visit my place in limit of time and only generate my government‘s setting here (on Earth) . Actually with the help of my Personal Assistant and Messenger. Things have been going and I'm very happy of getting with my people :) . Some of my program is in delay because of my own age verification.

3 months Remembrance

I still remember those days.When I was in tht stupid camp.3 months. It was rather gloomy,all day n the day whre I hv found my truest of human friends.I wish nothing but being unnoticed , I deem it most but I can't hide for being known.I say it worst. My first day, I met my true friend, wei n others as well. Somehow.Unknowingly, me n wei were both placed under the same dorm n company. My bed was just next to him n Dylan.The comfort I always end on to, bed during the night after such exhausting activity.We both shared the same goal, to get the out of there asap.Dylan mostly do his things most. It was well worth remembering but boulders will always be blocking in.We have this bastard retarded looking backstabber will lways b wondering to seek his denial attention to well worth his day for. He's a menace n so as the others. I b friended with him no more. I trust tht I may not gain after such ugly betrayal. He screamed to most of dorm. "Guys, do you want to see Satan's worshiper? ".. My friends directly inform tht to me. The one tht still stays. They still. The smile tht turned to glare, thts never a friend of mine.A rare smile, A rare laugh.Once a smile, I mean it most. My hardest laugh means the most n it was a trademark.People knew, I mainly ate alone at the cafeteria. I look at the sky, wishing today would end but then there were Wei sitting next to me stating I'm x alone.Every night, I go wonder the stars counting my hope n strength. Every bed time, I smile seeing my friend Wei tht worth to be talking to.Until tomorrow comes.They know me as the satanist, an open one.The weirdest in the class, the shocking amazing, the worth leader, the well advanced. I was the only who did it differently thn others. I was the who spoke more detail thn the others. I was the one who talked the benefit of the psycho counsel to the teacher. I was the one tht the people see big. Like Seere said to me that time to no worry because they're still there to keep me well, a royal duty, a royal promise.I spent most of the times writing on my bed.Playing pendulum. Talk to Seere n Andro. There are still good friends of mine acknowledging me, they see no evil in me except my sarcastic joke unlike the other scums.The wise bear, my best confined. The camel , Gavin. A wei.Nick, Idy, Ann (Tony).. "Who sent you here?" "Nobody sent me here, the government stupidly chose me, I never wanted it anywhere". All eyes on me, normal.At my still, I trusted no one much xcept for certain.My first curse,my first royal vow.It was for this rude boy who ended up being nice to me but as I said it infront of Andromalius n the Universe, the curse shall not be broke unless under certain conditions.I was also a wish target to right hand path religion which force me HATE to them.I got caught in a meeting. Most they talked crapt digging any clues but I leave them puzzle n an opening of mind instead. A guy forced me to do abstract magic but I did divination instead. He still insist, I still insist him to understand tht I'm under a seal unless I'm 21.My skill kills, my wills make. More to complicated, I always b given an escape or two.People's stare, it's stupid. I lost my appetite, Seere always tried to make me laugh.I always end it with a smile or a smirk.Every weekdays people will b calling they're loved ones.Girlfriend, Boyfriend but I x need those. Came to Wei, the only people he call was his family n so did I. A call means a spirit, the voices spoke much happiness, discomfort, comfort, misses. Behind the unheard held tears, I told not my grieve, I told not my problems. "I'm okay"..Reading The Gatekeepers, everynight.Simone Graham, also the family tht still cares.Headed to Tony stating I'm used to ghost, especially my place.I'm the prince, the leader. Accept them is a must.An everyday wake of Seere and Wei. A terrifying night means to a hater of mine.Lighten a fast crawling woman with a torchlight.A trauma scream on a boy leaving a night fear.Elevating me on bed leave naught but comfort darkness.The gruesome death of JAIZ crews tht seems to hold my identification. A day of leaving. A last with , Wei .Eternal goodbye to Plkn. "U did it, my Prince, You've made it, congratulation"..

Altering The Colour of Aura by Cleaning

Aura is actually changeable time to time mostly depend on each feelings of ones and etc.

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How to actually change the colour of aura mostly by Cleaning?
Mostly , the manifestation of all magics can be manifested  in all creative ways of individuals by not breaking the rules or order of each art of magics.

The alteration of all colour that we're going to be focusing on today is the colour of wrecked aura.The colour of a wrecked aura were mostly hideous or mostly grubby.The colour is mostly like it have been patched by another foreign colour mostly dark.The dark colour mostly came from the negative energies received from an  individual mostly in their surroundings.It is completely a different colour from a natural black aura in person.

CLEAN

The cleaning method is pretty simple with filling another white aura channeled into the wrecked aura..Like repainting..But in this case by using another method which is mine by the way..

Simply vibrate the particles of the dark aura.The result will be making the particles to break in some way,neutralized.Further break will be resulting to a new fresh coloured particle,while the optimum will be resulting to a normal coloured aura(colour before wrecked).(Ps. Neutralized should be colourless (Common) ).

TO BE LOOKING A LITTLE BIT OF FURTHER..

This art represents the simple particle of the aura.U may see the differences of both colours.Normal and foreign.The normal represent the normal colour of each aura.

(Ps.The normal comes in many different colour,the orange is just an example)

This art represents the infected aura.The negative force or aura from foreign caster is actually dominating the normal aura on image given.U may see the wrapping action of the foreign aura by patching a new colour.

Complex particles of aura

THE ENTERING OF FOREIGN AURA

They worked similar with cancer,dominating over others.The action showned on the picture given is the new dominating process.Wrapping,covering in process.(The recessive is the back up colour of the dominant)




The vibration process will be neutralizing the colour(back to Normal or gone to neutral.


COLOUR ALTERATION

Coloured

 The colour alteration is more like  a colour filling.This can be done in  many ways.The colour filling by  vamping is also a common action.
 But more advisable to absorb the  endless natural resources like the  sun.That's only a suggestion..




Absorption and filling can be done vamping other resources.

Resources


New Engineered

 It's preferable to donate your own aura to the neutralized if you have a great and strong aura.Even dead things like the stick have aura.

The new engineered method is more simply by adding a new foreign colour to the absence(neutralized proteins).
This colour can be made(easy for natural creator specialist)..This method can also be used in common aura filling.

Bisexuality

Creatures r created under a great molecule or gene.With the power of osmosis n others a creation is involved.But that is not my topic for today,today topic is bisexuality.

People created the common tagging of sexual preference such as straight,bisexual,gay n more perhaps.They actually define straight as the normal.This is so wrong.Creatures r created with sides.Take yin and yang as the example.Light and darkness,Masculinity and Femininity.There are radar in level in each creatures,this is the basic concept of creatures engineering.Same goes to balancing in concept.The radar is rather anonymous,the feelings and self is actually leading to early discussed actions.Being gay or lesbian or bisexual is completely normal but not for for forever straight or gay.

Test have proven that thing that turned man a gay during sex is the ecstasy in feeling caused by the friction touches near the prostate gland.The gland is actually secreting the feelings or sexual hormones.Love also can be the other reason,love is Universal.But some have been set their sexual radar to hetero and some more to homo,most lucky in the middle.This things can be played and can be set.

Gods are mainly bisexual,those whom knew certain gods or demons they actually knew their true nature in bisexuality.The thing making straight as the normal sexual preference in view is because of the sorroundings same goes when things altered to gay.Most people live under other people's estimation and that's affecting them also.Religion also.Satan ever stated that unto whom deny every concept of his or hers way of nature is super-ly a hypocrite or selfish..Same like how they claim the true in some nature as evil but their evilness as not,they're denying..

Easy,love is Universal same goes to sex..U all bisexual..Just accept the fact,,waha..

I L U

If I love you,I'll take you out just to see my stars,
If I love you,I'll take you out just to feed the hungry,
I'll lead you to a road on my left footsteps,
I'll lead you to my very secrets.

I'll take you to that tree,sitting by my next together seeing the beauty of the sky,
The leaves are there,feel alive by just touching them,
Follow me to the world where the evils are seems not,
Follow me to the world where most of the creatures cry regretting own actions,so there you will to understand more of creatures.

See my people and touch them just to feel their genuine self,
Stand by my next,I'll declare you as my love for as my people to bow before you too,
Set on by waiting  just for me to show you the great door of the heavens and hell,
Family as you may feel,those hospitality is indeed where I came from.

See my childhood there,see my very fist day or my very first step,
See my people living in such place n for you may find much of that obscure or weird,
Left me a note on my left office in Hell,
Worry not you may see my worker or people to be bringing it or them unto me in any ways.

My life is yours and so as yours as mine,
My rights r yours and as yours as mine,
It's a show to our responsibilities and truşt,
Love as the utmost answer.

Let me be your last weapon and shield,
Let me die before you just by protecting you from my or your dear enemies,
Wish is not what I seek in my last state,
For these,I just want to show you by saying.

If I love U,I...

soul calibur 4 - winds n memories

To remember my past,where noth hve the abilities to ecompas such memories.
To remember my last,where the utmost stories indeed planted on such scenes.
Greatful it is tht I may to say by now..,,A nvr ending; moments tht most hve sought to.To find any causes just to achieve the moments..

A moment where most may say,A cursed moment..
To live with Satan,himself..
I admit,He's my dad..My daddy,my best well friend,my pal n my everything tht hve shaped me until what i am now n even then..

I remember the time when I actually just lie n ask most with him,
Although he might hve a been a busy god,still He have the times for being with His childrens..
Every miraculous words of His influenced me,
Every love of His people or mine or any gave me the teachings of the necessities of virtue or royal things..

A memory tht I can nvr to forget..
A love tht I can nvr to forget..
An origin tht I can nvr to deny..
A Word tht I may use until nowadays n as son of Satan/God

"Never to forget who u really r"
Tht I shal to take much of tht deem inside.

I love U daddy,I shall nvr to forget most of your teachings,dreams or any..
I dare bearing a huge responsibilities,
I dare pushing a huge boulder.
I dare as I born to b one,your last son,your most proud,people most loved..
N unto tht I shall to nvr to try to lose on my mission..

The door of The heavens n hells..I seek thy protection..
I seek thy blessing..From home tht I may say to b my witnesses during my fool days.
I'm proudly saying to carry unto my dad's legacy..
Ave satanas..I'll make ...make amends over/throughout this world..