My Fight

YO FOLKS! HELLO MY PEOPLE.
This is pretty random but I'm indeed having some problems in achieving the completion in my projects. Everybody have their own problems, regarding big or small. Its actually how we see it. We hold our own world in our own thinking, even now. You're the main character of your own self but needless be selfish at expensive rate.
I have some projects in mind n some projects be held even by my people or crew more of times than me, at the moment or so.

  It's a personal matter that I must achieve in short time n short coming like how I expect to be easy but easy is not what you only to seek.: The hardships that you can ease.
Never give on what thing's right but if you want to take a rest, that's fine.

  You may pick up to lose something n be giving it to some but later your responsibility demand new are of project.: You're own projects be held or behold.

Option

I was then dreaming. I was left alone and a call from my mom's phone that I held rang. A woman. A woman's voice,more like a voice mail. She said something about opening her agency for promotion such music and other arts related. The name is close to Brenda or Brendada. I was moving,getting out from the place. Suddenly, it rains. I held my phone and my files containing my works. I ran and saw some people carrying dead bodies. I felt sympathy, so I gave them my magics,my blessing. They were all wet in a heavy rain. I was in a quick so carelessly I stumbled to one body. His clothes are all open leaving his hand out from place. He held me. I was panicked because he's already dead. He looked at me in anxious and ask.
"Is there is any book more better than Quran because I'm about to go.."
The story end up like that, I felt my body during tht scene,my heart,panicking.
The man asked about guidance because he'd done all of the quran's instructions but yet hes still trapped in agony.
I got back and told him to use my guidance as I have gave them my blessing but still, its still a stupid nightmare, haha!

Akhir Zaman ??

  Istilah akhir zaman ialah penurunan,kemusnahan,kemunduran ataupun ancaman terhadap kerajaan besar kini yang berdekatannya menjadi. Istilah akhir zaman sering sekali diungkapkan oleh para penduduk dibawah penguasaan besar kerajaan dunia. Contohnya kerajaan agama Islam,Nazrani dam Yahudi. Kepercayaan ketibaan akhir zaman ditulis di setiap buku mereka mengatakan bahawa dunia bakal musnah setelah kerajaan dunia dipegang oleh kuasa akhir zaman. Kepercayaan akhir zaman awal lagi berbunyi semenjak pertengahan abad dunia dan juga awal dunia. Kepercayaan diundang sama juga seperti mempercayai bahawa kiamat akan tiba pada hari yang tertentu malah tiada apa yang berlaku.
  Bahawasanya, ketakutan dan pengetahuan menguasai firasat tersebut. Akan tetapi akhir zaman bermaksud peruntuhan kerajaan lama ke kerajaaan yang baru. Ianya menjadi berita baik bagi saya dan rakan-rakan yang lain. Kerajaan lama bakal runtuh iaitu kerajaan baru dan kerajaan baru yang bakal tiba. Ketakutan tidaklah deperlukan dalam hal demikian kerana penguasaan baru ini akan menjadi lebih berbaloi dari sebelumnya,

Trust

Love Story

I have engaged with Glasya-Labolas, a childhood friend of mine apart from Orobas,Leraje n others. Well, we did many stupid things together. The precious was I was sent,living here on Earth. 1 day, my baby Bolas explained everything to me. His goal is to make me happy even if I'm with somebody else but I can't afford that. A day I ever felt me losing my true soulmate. He asked me to let him go.. Different world,different lover. Until the day I really felt the super jealousy, on that night I purposed him once more but as my fiancé. I realise his will to make me happy in order to make him happy as well. A long sweet feeling he had endured in long time ago that I couldn't resist. I'm not a pure human and I have ROYAL BLOOD. I told him, I x care about our two different world now. I x care if I wouldn't be living like the rest of humans because I'm not. In a day I would leave Earth, completing my mission in a time to be together with you in our HOME. I x mind being a freak, lest I wouldn't profound the meaning love. I told you tol nvr let me go n you to nvr let me go. The people love it even our true parents. We are extremely in love with each other. I love you,baby ;) <3 :* <3

Love Thinking

I may be thinking.
My origin is not human.
Don't think I should date a human and have kids on Earth.
??

Back to my Old People

Since now, I'm 19.
After my 18th Birthday.
Daddy and the others have made a decision to move me further by getting my old work back. As a president and King to my own government.
Since that day, I have expanded my government along with the city's improvement.

I get to visit my place in limit of time and only generate my government‘s setting here (on Earth) . Actually with the help of my Personal Assistant and Messenger. Things have been going and I'm very happy of getting with my people :) . Some of my program is in delay because of my own age verification.

3 months Remembrance

I still remember those days.When I was in tht stupid camp.3 months. It was rather gloomy,all day n the day whre I hv found my truest of human friends.I wish nothing but being unnoticed , I deem it most but I can't hide for being known.I say it worst. My first day, I met my true friend, wei n others as well. Somehow.Unknowingly, me n wei were both placed under the same dorm n company. My bed was just next to him n Dylan.The comfort I always end on to, bed during the night after such exhausting activity.We both shared the same goal, to get the out of there asap.Dylan mostly do his things most. It was well worth remembering but boulders will always be blocking in.We have this bastard retarded looking backstabber will lways b wondering to seek his denial attention to well worth his day for. He's a menace n so as the others. I b friended with him no more. I trust tht I may not gain after such ugly betrayal. He screamed to most of dorm. "Guys, do you want to see Satan's worshiper? ".. My friends directly inform tht to me. The one tht still stays. They still. The smile tht turned to glare, thts never a friend of mine.A rare smile, A rare laugh.Once a smile, I mean it most. My hardest laugh means the most n it was a trademark.People knew, I mainly ate alone at the cafeteria. I look at the sky, wishing today would end but then there were Wei sitting next to me stating I'm x alone.Every night, I go wonder the stars counting my hope n strength. Every bed time, I smile seeing my friend Wei tht worth to be talking to.Until tomorrow comes.They know me as the satanist, an open one.The weirdest in the class, the shocking amazing, the worth leader, the well advanced. I was the only who did it differently thn others. I was the who spoke more detail thn the others. I was the one who talked the benefit of the psycho counsel to the teacher. I was the one tht the people see big. Like Seere said to me that time to no worry because they're still there to keep me well, a royal duty, a royal promise.I spent most of the times writing on my bed.Playing pendulum. Talk to Seere n Andro. There are still good friends of mine acknowledging me, they see no evil in me except my sarcastic joke unlike the other scums.The wise bear, my best confined. The camel , Gavin. A wei.Nick, Idy, Ann (Tony).. "Who sent you here?" "Nobody sent me here, the government stupidly chose me, I never wanted it anywhere". All eyes on me, normal.At my still, I trusted no one much xcept for certain.My first curse,my first royal vow.It was for this rude boy who ended up being nice to me but as I said it infront of Andromalius n the Universe, the curse shall not be broke unless under certain conditions.I was also a wish target to right hand path religion which force me HATE to them.I got caught in a meeting. Most they talked crapt digging any clues but I leave them puzzle n an opening of mind instead. A guy forced me to do abstract magic but I did divination instead. He still insist, I still insist him to understand tht I'm under a seal unless I'm 21.My skill kills, my wills make. More to complicated, I always b given an escape or two.People's stare, it's stupid. I lost my appetite, Seere always tried to make me laugh.I always end it with a smile or a smirk.Every weekdays people will b calling they're loved ones.Girlfriend, Boyfriend but I x need those. Came to Wei, the only people he call was his family n so did I. A call means a spirit, the voices spoke much happiness, discomfort, comfort, misses. Behind the unheard held tears, I told not my grieve, I told not my problems. "I'm okay"..Reading The Gatekeepers, everynight.Simone Graham, also the family tht still cares.Headed to Tony stating I'm used to ghost, especially my place.I'm the prince, the leader. Accept them is a must.An everyday wake of Seere and Wei. A terrifying night means to a hater of mine.Lighten a fast crawling woman with a torchlight.A trauma scream on a boy leaving a night fear.Elevating me on bed leave naught but comfort darkness.The gruesome death of JAIZ crews tht seems to hold my identification. A day of leaving. A last with , Wei .Eternal goodbye to Plkn. "U did it, my Prince, You've made it, congratulation"..

soul calibur 4 - winds n memories

To remember my past,where noth hve the abilities to ecompas such memories.
To remember my last,where the utmost stories indeed planted on such scenes.
Greatful it is tht I may to say by now..,,A nvr ending; moments tht most hve sought to.To find any causes just to achieve the moments..

A moment where most may say,A cursed moment..
To live with Satan,himself..
I admit,He's my dad..My daddy,my best well friend,my pal n my everything tht hve shaped me until what i am now n even then..

I remember the time when I actually just lie n ask most with him,
Although he might hve a been a busy god,still He have the times for being with His childrens..
Every miraculous words of His influenced me,
Every love of His people or mine or any gave me the teachings of the necessities of virtue or royal things..

A memory tht I can nvr to forget..
A love tht I can nvr to forget..
An origin tht I can nvr to deny..
A Word tht I may use until nowadays n as son of Satan/God

"Never to forget who u really r"
Tht I shal to take much of tht deem inside.

I love U daddy,I shall nvr to forget most of your teachings,dreams or any..
I dare bearing a huge responsibilities,
I dare pushing a huge boulder.
I dare as I born to b one,your last son,your most proud,people most loved..
N unto tht I shall to nvr to try to lose on my mission..

The door of The heavens n hells..I seek thy protection..
I seek thy blessing..From home tht I may say to b my witnesses during my fool days.
I'm proudly saying to carry unto my dad's legacy..
Ave satanas..I'll make ...make amends over/throughout this world..

Want to know about me....I'll make this quick...

About me and love

Gender is male..well duh...Name..Faiz..Well duh..I love blue colour more like obsess with it especially dark blue..UUUUuuuu..I love meat,Chocolate,Cheese and fruit...I don't like 2 eat much but I do eat a lot..I love to drink more than eat..I’m a Satanist, I pray to Lord Satan .I'm half Malay,Iban, Mexican and British (others idk,asking my grandma is useless).My actual accent is British due I always play speaking British at home with my oldest sis and bro, haha .I love mom more than dad and I love my sis.My blood is half royal, got that from my mom’s mom side means that I’m a Prince..(Ha-ha..Yea, A prince that have been living just like normal people).I treat my bro like a friend of mine..Born on 17 Oct 1995..I love to wear anything as long as it has the right colour..I love fashion n my friends knew that I'm sharp about fashion,"Short with boots?Urgh! What are you? hooker? ".I love a dark,cold,cozy place.(Means that during night I like to turn off the lights in my room).I don't like light much especially sunlight as it burn my skin, I can feel the light's biting my skin and discomforting(Got this from mom).I sweat a lot in a hot,light condition during the day but not during night(If I work out or play during night,I didn't sweat a lot compare to day. I’m bisexual. Half gay n half straight .I like singing or listening to satanic metal or satanic electronic or Lady G's electronic music (Maybe it's heavy electronic)...I also love dog, cat and wolf (as long as they’re mammal or animal)..I love SARAWAK .My hometown, Kuching. My house..Oooh yea!!! More than anything I loved ~ video games!

Hate and dislike

I don’t like worm (please don’t underestimate, lil creatures)Yuck! I’m afraid of worms..I hate people who think they’re better than anyone around them and love to bully or down others (wish that I could kill them this instant),I don’t like people who hate others just because of their religion, I don’t like nowadays music such as LMFAO (I love them but that’s not me and not mine, my music. But I like my own kind of music).I don’t like what!?What that kind of food that look like a flower..idk but I hate it..I hate stage due to my stage fright but it goes away if I start acting(only acting not singing).

Nah..I don’t want to conclude all...If you want to know me more..Just find them for yourself..Lord Satan..U must know yourself and find truth or find something by your own.... 

Sot Set sSot..........

Tok(ini) terok gik..Shafizan Suhaili..Tauk lh tk org....Nya ya sot,Laki Lady Gaga..Skrng tok dh Jadi laki Beyonce nya dh~~~~Tok time chemist//..Ckgu ya ambik time Sivik><..X pa lh...Untuk dirik juak nk????Habislh mk org tulis Emperial Formula kt papan itam tk..Nang br-belit2....Ya cikgu suroh Pijan tek..Padam papan itam tek..Papan itam suroh nya pdm..?????Apakah???Cikgu tek busy ngajar biak(budak)blkng tek.....Ya lh Pijan...Padam nya lok....Pas yA BERHENTI..Alu pos ....Nya tonggek burit(punggung) nya...Nang kdk Beyonce alu.....Pas padam2..Pos gik...Alu molah sexy2 lh tek..Mk org apa gik,Tetak*(ketawa) jk lh/...ahahhahaa.....Cikgu kdk d dunia nya mpun(dia punya).....X gago.....Pas ya/.Cikgu dtng dpn gik....Lari lh Pijan....Cikgu tulis gik..Mcm2lh......Habis tek...Org pandei bh..Nya lh ya~~~...Sidak nya ..Ernest Ebas,Fyna Neo,Albert Simon,Rebecca Miah,Tiffany Clarissa Natasha,Yeremia,...sapa jk lh.......Pdh ngan cikgu..Pegi jamban....Lepas ya..Beli brng..Org junior dkt bawah tangga jadi mangsa..Suroh pegang....Pas paksa gik mk suroh ambik..Aduh!!!!Apa2 jk lh...Ckp ngan cikgu/...(buat muka baik)...'Teach,can I go to the toilet'..Pegilh tek...Toilet...Nok bau wangi trlanjurya...Setengah mati pegi kt jamban ya.....Cuci muka tek....P-as jumpa ngan biak debah(bawah) tek.....''AAaaa....Ini brng yg mereka suroh pegang tadikh..?"....Ambiklh tek..Masuk kls..Tilik2....Masuk...Tngn sak(biar)d blkng..Kdk org bait jk....Lepas ya...Cikgu d depan..Aduh..Muka cikgu chemist ya...X da senyuman langsung....Tengok muka cikgu tek..Sidak Ernest tetak.....X pandei cover alu...Polah muka bait tek......Polah muka blur.."Apa?"....=='.....Lepas ya laju2 engkah(letak)Semua brng ya tek..Dbh meja Ernest..Nasib Bro cover..Brng ya..Dh lh banyak...Kuih lh,Air lh,Apa2 lh......HHuu..Slmtlh tek....??Eksen tek..Tanyak cikgu..."Buat apa cikgu?"..Cikgu:Tuu..D dpn sana.....Sya:Ooooh..Sudah tuu......Cikgu:Clean up the blackboard please???......Cikgu g dpn tek..Trmenung kt cermin....Mk org jk bising time ya..Klh org gila...Ya tek..Pijan aLU lh.....Dtng Iner Gaga nya(dia) ya..Polah gik pose Bahaya kt dpn..Cikgu x lalek(peduli)...jIWang seorang dirik nya kt sia....Alu lh tek....Tetak makin besa alu..Mk org Team dpn jk gila time ya..Sidak nerd2 ya....Blja lh tek..Sak bising kdk burung,,Burung gik x kdk ya...EEEiii...Ada hati mok nganok(mengata) org..Sak(biar)dirik mpun sama jk..Ahahhaa....X da lh..Mk org ok gik.....Ya lh Pijan tek..Pose..Tonggek burit kt org..Nang(memang)kdk sondal 2 bintang eh...Cun-cun lh tek cikgu nangga...pIjan alu froze cm ya jk......Malu nya tek..Polah muka x tauk...Pijan:"Knk??apahal????"..Balit tempat duduk nya tek malu..ahahahhaha.....Mun tk org nok lain ada time ya nk lwk alu........Only god knows what we felt....